At some point, you have to realize that no matter how much you want, people are always going to feel the way they do. You can’t make someone ever see things your way, and you can’t make them love you the way you love them.
But honesty, that’s what i think true love is all about. It’s not about how much you can do for them, how much you can buy them, or how much you tell everyone you love them. True love I believe is when you truly care about the other persons happiness more than your own. When you feel like you can let them go because you can no longer make them happy, and even if it means it’s another guy making her happy, i’m okay with that. As long as at the end of the day, she’s happy with her life, then that’s all that matters to me. It does suck that i took this time to prepare myself to be better to her when we got back together, but things change, and people change with the season, so i just have to accept that, and move on.
God knows i love that girl with every piece of my heart, and i would do anything for her, or to make her happy. I truly believe i’m losing/lost my soulmate. But i read in a book before like a year or so ago (when i used to read a lot) that had talked a lot about soulmates. We don’t always marry our soulmates, we just know who they are. Soul mates are just that. Doesn’t mean that you’re destined to only be together forever.
It sucks to be given up on for the 5th time from the same person, makes you really feel like im doing something really wrong. But by this time i think i know what i have to do.